As many of you know, I love hockey. And tonight I watched the last game in the Senators vs Penguins series. I didn't know it was going to be the last game and to be honest, I was hoping that it wouldn't be the last game. I kind of really wanted the Senators to win that game and eventually come back to take the series.
Quick update for all of you who are not hockey fans and have no clue what I'm talking about: Right now, we're in the midst of the NHL playoffs. And if you ask me, it's the best sport to watch during the playoffs. Tonight was Game 6 of a best of seven series. The Sens (Ottawa Senators) won the first game of the series but then the Pens (Pittsburgh Penguins) won three in a row. The Sens came back to win Game 5 to keep the series alive but ended up losing tonight.
I say I'm a Leafs girl (Toronto Maple Leafs) but I like the Sens. A lot. As a self-proclaimed Leafs girl, that's like a mortal sin. It's like saying I'm a Red Sox fan but I also like the Yankees (not true but a good example). But I do like the Sens. However, I believe my liking of Canada's capital's team stems a lot from my 9th grade self.
My 9th grade self has a lot of love for some of the guys on that team. Well, I guess only two guys from 9th grade and a few others from the rest of my life. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not a puckbunny (aka a girl who just goes after hockey players). I've just spent a lot of time in hockey (working for hockey teams, etc). But as a 9th grader, I was in love with Jason Spezza. To me, he was quite possibly the hottest man alive. And at that time, he was also playing in major juniors.
In 9th grade I also briefly dated one of the guys who now plays for the Sens. At that time, he was also playing in major juniors. Now, I haven't really thought about him since high school and even then, I didn't think of him too often. But tonight it all came back and suddenly hit me. It gave me a funny feeling. I don't know what it was. I can't even explain it. But I just remembered how nice of a guy he was and how at the time I didn't realize what a great guy he was.
I don't know what I realized, really. And I'm not sure how I feel. I don't even know what I'm trying to say. But it came to me all at once and I had to tell someone. So I figured it would be best to tell all of you.

